[ Distantly he was aware he was shaking and that he felt like throwing up, but that was overwhelmed by feelings of shame - stupid stupid, my fault I knew the shotgun was too light - and anger - Father is right I need to train more. He could feel David's arm around him, holding him up, and hear him, but the scene was there, playing itself out like his own personal bad movie reel. Then it let him go, leaving Yoon-sung gulping air and shaking. ]
I... [ He exhaled, eyes closed as he reached up to grab David's wrist, needing the contact to ground himself in the now. ] Father's leg was blown off and he was talking about his revenge, about how he wanted to take out the men that killed my real father. He had me dig a bullet out of his shoulder, that it had gone through my real father's chest and hit him and he carried it as a reminder until I was ready....
[ His fingers twitched, squeezing hard trying to separate the memory like the others, but this one was felt real, even more real than the one where he was stalking a man. ]
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Date: 2017-11-13 07:31 pm (UTC)I... [ He exhaled, eyes closed as he reached up to grab David's wrist, needing the contact to ground himself in the now. ] Father's leg was blown off and he was talking about his revenge, about how he wanted to take out the men that killed my real father. He had me dig a bullet out of his shoulder, that it had gone through my real father's chest and hit him and he carried it as a reminder until I was ready....
[ His fingers twitched, squeezing hard trying to separate the memory like the others, but this one was felt real, even more real than the one where he was stalking a man. ]